Friday, June 15, 2007 ; 10:24 PM
it isn't about the discpline anymore.
it's about how fast i can take in the info.
and its extremely sloooooooowwwwwwwwww.....
i don't know how i'm going to sit for the exam in less than 2 weeks time.
i've been studying for 4 consecutive days with shi min, sitting there for 9 hours straight and everyday i feel so depressed because i have no life at all. maybe my suffering will be alleviated if a sense of satisfaction is derived from the productivity of it all but apparently its not. :\
if time could turn back by one year and 3 months, i would do things differently. sorry.
